1.06.2018 In the space of a few hours I have realised how the three years I have spent with [X] Has been a sheer lie. And it made me cry a lot. Waterfalls.…

Doorstep / Beyond regret Suicide-Fracture Narcissism and Cowardice My Venus Flytrap   (7.11.16)

Sneaking into my bed before midnight To shelter myself from modern society I have an urge for cuddles Not because there is a future But because it keeps my cardiovascular muscle Warm, somewhat…

Abstraction induced by absurdity Sporadic traces of my thoughts ‘What if’ Everything is swallowed by a thick layer of ice Including, but not limited to My attempted amorous relationships Failures of said attempts…

Loneliness eats you up form the inside I try to mask it with drinks spilling Down my throat And ink spilling on paper. Shit thing is, Hangovers weigh heavy on my mind And…

She wore her skin like a designer gown. And in a world saturated in self doubt, it was a sheer bliss to see her naked. Even if it was nothing but casual, and…

Pursuing nothing The worst thing is waking up next to you With my hair full of cum. Actively pursuing the said nothing, In addition to a staggering hangover. Being lucid about it yet…

You hurt. You make me feel sexy. Even when our sweat has spread my lipstick all over my face, your face, chest and sheets The sole sight of you makes me want to…

My truth offended you I am a slut with a big heart I am also crying on my bedroom floor But feelings don’t matter as long as you get what you want Bring…

It is always the same: Memorising new cocktails. Attempted amorous relationships. Failure of said relationships. Forgetting cocktail specs.   I envy my friends who have settled down happily at age twenty. Found a…