Streaming Orgasm

Pursuing nothing

The worst thing is waking up next to you

With my hair full of cum.

Actively pursuing the said nothing,

In addition to a staggering hangover.

Being lucid about it yet blaming all on infatuation.

Your bitter face half awake next to mine.

Repeating that this was a mistake.

Accepting the intoxication.

Drunk me sporadically finds a way to drag you back between my thighs.

And drunk you

Newly single you

Says yes.

You cannot see how much I blush under the sheets.

Waiting for planets to align is the only choice.

The worst thing is waking up to you

In my bed again.

Horny you asks if I missed your cock

The minimal pleasure of the friction of our genitals is less than appealing.

Sober bitter you leaves not much inspiraiton.

Dismay.

Attachment is a double sided knife.

The keen bitter aftertaste

I hate how much I have given up on you

I hate how little all of this matters this morning.

And that si why I always end up single.

Don’t we all?